Choosing career

I’m debating what career to choose to study, if i should even go back to school. when i graduated, i wanted to major in criminal justice and psychology but i got pregnant first semester of college. i took a semester off then went back to study criminal justice. one class from finishing, i switched to early childhood education. i began working at a preschool and around children and although i love planning activities and working with children i don’t think i have what it takes to be a teacher because the children would not listen to me at all. i have an associates in administration of justice and early childhood education and i also found out i have a 3k scholarship so i’m wondering should i use that to pursue my education? i know school probably would be much more but idk if it’s worth it or what to even choose. i’m currently a stay at home mom with 2 kids so i think i can find time for school.