I have PCOS and it’s already soooo hard to get pregnant and it made me feel so sad it was years until I could even get pregnant… then I got pregnant and I was so happy but my boyfriend and his parents begged me to get an abortion.. I felt so forced and Omggg oh my FUCKING GOD I regret it!!!!! I pray that I’m still pregnant I pray every night but I had the surgical abortion so I don’t think I am 😞 idk how to heal I don’t know how to get better I’m in so much pain mentally I’m so suicidal and depressed… I wish i didn’t do it I barely sleep I barely eat anymore i just wanna lay in bed and never leave… please help pleaseeeee!!! I start therapy really soon but please anyone give me ANYTHING to help heal mentally