Heyy everyone, so I’m writing here as I don’t have anyone I’m comfortable sharing this with. So currently 25w pregnant. I’ve always known I have some form of aggression but it has never been anything worrisome or violent. Recently I realized whenever I get angry I feel the urge to hurt someone or something or to break something or just do something aggravating to ease my anger. Please note I have never ever acted on this aggression or feelings, I always force myself to keep in control cause I know I’ll do something I’ll regret. I’m worried that one day I won’t know how to control it anymore and the fact that I have my baby girl on the way and I know children will make you sooo upset from time to time. I know I love my baby and would never hurt my baby but what if I lose control? What if I hurt my baby in the future?😭 I’m so scared guys. I know I should see a therapist but in my country they’re very expensive and my health insurance doesn’t cover the visits. I don’t know what to do, out of fear of being judged I don’t want to talk to anyone and I’ve just been so stressed about it lately.