I feel like a failure

Guys I just need to vent. I’m going through some tough emotions. Lately I’ve been seeing people getting good with their lives. My boyfriend is doing extremely good with his work , he’s a salesman and sold over 800,000$ this year so far. He’s had so many accomplishments & so have friends I’ve gone to highschool with. I’m 19. I’m in college, but college has been tough for me lately. I haven’t had my motivated energy like I’ve had all my life. I get easily drained from too much online studying. I feel like I’m doing nothing with my life. Right now I just feel like a failure. Something has been off with me & I don’t know what… I’m in a beautiful relationship, I have a great family, I’ve been going to the gym & feeling more self love, but I just don’t feel my greatest right now. It’s killing me because I feel like I can be so much better. I see my bfs accomplishments & other peoples accomplishments & just feel like I have none of my own even though I’ve been trying my best. I just feel drained. I don’t know why I just haven’t been feeling so motivated or engaged lately, it’s making me feel worthless