Hello!

I am 27 (f) and I am thinking about having a child. I really want one but I’m so scared of going through the process. I told my husband I think it would be easier if it was an accident instead of planned. I don’t know why, that’s just how my anxiety works lol. Also, the thought of it happening to my body kind of freaks me out. In kind of hyper aware of my body and how it feels and I don’t know how I would handle having something growing inside me…but i want it! Im just scared of beginning i guess. Has any other person been scared of this issue??

I’m sure once I actually become pregnant, it will be fine. It’s just the initial starting process of knowing what comes next. If it was an accident I don’t think I would be thinking this much. I would just be happy about it.