I am 2 days late, i have 3 boys already and I always and I mean ALWAYS rave about having a daughter. I literally tell my boyfriend (he’s also my boys dad) how badly I want a daughter. I am so afraid to take a test because I said I don’t want to be pregnant right now and I’d most *likely* get an ab*rti*n and I’m afraid to be because I don’t want to get one, but I really wanna try for a girl. I also don’t want more kids right now. I’m 28 and weighing the pros and cons of another, there’s too many cons. #1 being: we barely have childcare(babysitter mainly) for the 3 we already have. I don’t want the stress of another baby but at the same time i want a baby 😂🥺🫠. My youngest will be 2 next month & my oldest is 6. I would NOT be sad if i get a neg result.

UGHHHH IM SO CONFLICTED.