Feeling pretty defeated

This is a sappy post but oh well. I’m about to give up on love. All my past relationships I have been cheated on and it was easy for me to get over it once I realized it was never my fault but theirs. This one recent relationship was so good but it just didn’t work and this time it was my fault. I was not ready to be loved and accept love. But I grew to love this man and genuinely care for him. How do we accept something that we wanted to be apart of so bad but couldnt? It just hurts too much and I know its lessons learned but it sucks. You can’t do anything but pray for their safety and wish them well.