Am I alone

Ayana • Instagram:newyoungyana33 Snapchat:youngyana26 Mother of 3

I believe in Jesus 1000 % I'm pregnant with my 4th outside of marriage. We haven't gotten married yet and at this point I'm on my way out the door. I'm tired of getting knocked up and waiting for him to change. I can't be excited about being pregnant at all because I know I'm wrong for committing this sin once again. Anyone else feel ashamed and embarrassed i haven't even told my important people because I know they're going to shake their head and said that's a shame. I cried for 2 days and I still have moments. I need plenty of prayer ladies.