I feel like a man

I don’t feel like a woman at all married to my husband. I gave birth 3 months ago and on one of the 1st baby doctor visits, my husband asks me to pay half for parking. I literally cant even sit right, i was in so much pain because i had a tear. This is maybe day 7 after birth. My husband doesn’t treat me like a woman, he says we go half for everything

Even thou i am up at night with a new born. Im so turned off by him, i am extremely dry during sex, everything is just difficult. I don’t feel in-love and i don’t feel he loves me at all