So hard not to get my hopes up..

I am two days away from testing and being at

14 DPO and it is so hard not to get my hopes up. I've already been blessed with two little ones. But we really want to have a third 🍼💖 I keep trying to tell myself that if I'm not pregnant this month I can always try next month but it's just so gut-wrenching. I know I'm not alone. I'm trying not to get my hopes up in case they get crushed.