i want to cry. i haven’t been in a long term relationship in two f-ing years. i miss it. but idk what to do.

in school i never had an issue dating but now since i’m not in school anymore it’s difficult.

i can go out with friends and talk to guys fine but by myself it’s too awkward for me. it’s been hard finding a time for my friends to hangout since our off days are on different days so i have to go out by myself. that’s awkward for me and idk where to go.

when i do talk to guys they do they want me… in bed 🙄

i don’t dress provocatively i just have big tits so they’re always noticeable. i don’t let guys have sex right away anymore. i may not have the best body but i’m not considered fat more like mid sized. i don’t consider myself ugly but i’m definitely not the most beautiful woman.

my friends just say go out and talk to guys it’ll be easy for you but that’s hard for me like i said earlier and they don’t understand that. idk what to do. please any sort of advice would be greatly appreciated.