I’ve felt so alone my whole pregnancy. It’s like my boyfriend has been there but he hasn’t been there if you know what I mean. I go to bed by myself, wake up by myself and spend most of my day doing whatever.

He drinks every day and I have brought it up numerous times and I get nowhere. There’s things that need to be done to our house before baby gets here and we only have 3 weeks left. That’s if she doesn’t come early.

I feel like my needs are always put on the back burner and never made a priority. Like my voice is never heard or acknowledged. And you get to the point where you just stop asking for help because it’s exhausting having to repeat yourself just to be ignored.

I love my boyfriend but I’m tired of the never ending cycle of drinking and not caring about how I feel.

I don’t really know where I’m going with this, just needed to rant I guess.