HELP!!! I’m pregnant

First off please no rude comments!

I am pregnant with my friend with benefits baby. We both have alot where we ain’t in the right place to have a baby. I know there is adoption but myself carrying a baby for 9 months i emotional won’t be able to handle that. I have a 15 year old daughter that has assault charges for assaulting me. I wasn’t on birth control because the doctor told me it would be a miracle if I had another child because my tubes are blocked! Right now he lives with his son’s mother family. He is Moving into his apartment some time 2023. Now he’s saying he doesn’t know what he is going to do that I’m pregnant. He does want to be involved with his child life he said! I myself am staying with my best friend so he wouldn’t be able to move in with me. I am about 4 weeks and 3 days or so. I did go to the hospital to make sure everything was okay they said they didn’t see the sac because I’m not that far along. My HCG Levels was 199.7 they said told to come back in 48 hours to see if the double.