I never thought I would be so young and suffer this kind of loss but heres my story:

I was with a guy and he was physically abusive as well as emotionally, I knew I would end up with a miscarriage eventually because of how much I would bleed vaginally after from after all the times he would abuse me. But today was the first day I saw heavy bleeding and it was heavy immediately I cried and went to the ER. The Dr came out and told me it was most likely a miscarriage but I'm devastated even though I knew this would happen, but the thing is I do want to have kids at a young age at least before I'm 21. (we can focus on that later,I want my first child at least before I'm 21.)

I wasn't ready yet and maybe this is for the best due to the fact this baby would have been brought into drama, but if anyone has any coping advice and next steps that would be greatly appreciated. :)