Drug use

Hey y’all I’m just gonna let you know this is about the use of magic mushrooms so me and my boyfriend of one year did the magic mushrooms 2 days ago on our day off it started out great our roommate/ my best friend had to go to work so it was just us it was fine nothing to bad but he was very out of it and me being me I’m very emotional and sentimental so I was talking about us and again he was very much out of it so I was getting like half answers which is ok but he said his exs name out of no where and it completely took over my head and I started to cry I was asking him over and over again if he still loved her and he said no ( then why did you say her name?!?) so basically he told me he doesn’t know why he said it and he said the first time he did magic mushrooms was with her I’m still so mad about it he keeps saying he loves just me but I just can’t get over it I know we were high but damn it still hurts hurt hearing him say her name so fondly it hurt but I feel crazy and I don’t want to keep bothering him with it I love him a lot and we moved states together I just need someone to talk to about this