hurting

i spent the entire day in the er yesterday and it ended with being told i had a complete miscarriage. completely shattered me the second i heard the word. i’ve wanted this for so long and it finally happened, i had a week and a half of excitement with my baby and it’s just gone. i can’t seem to find happiness right now. just guilt, pain, emptiness. praying for anyone who is or has gone through this. i’ve never felt such heartbreak. posting in this group because i haven’t had the physical or emotional strength to respond to any texts or know who to talk to, if i even feel capable of talking about it. i don’t know. i know it gets worse for others. i just feel so so so broken.