I just want to go to the middle of the woods and just scream I’m so angry inside I can’t see my family for thanksgiving or Christmas I feel so alone I’m so far from them 2 states away and it feels like my boyfriend who I moved with doesn’t love me the same (I’m just overthinking) I don’t have my dog because my roommate HATES HER so I had to send her back home with my parents she’s super sick right now and I can’t do anything about it, my job sucks so bad I work so hard just to get shit pay I love my coworkers but I don’t get paid enough, I can’t stop just being sad I’m sad all the time and I just can’t get out of it. I just want to scream, I deserve to be loved the way I deserve it I try so hard I love my boyfriend so much just the idea of us breaking up hurts I know he loves me but he’s so distant and I can’t stand it I just want him to Connect to me like he used to. Is it me I don’t know but I miss him

Rant over for now