We went for his 6 week checkup today and the doctor noted he has a small soft spot, he didn’t say much but put us under urgent referral at the hospital. I came home and hit up google.

I feel like shit. I want my baby to be happy and healthy, seeing the side effects and the fact it may possibly need surgery has sent me spiralling. I already felt like a useless mum, now I feel even worse and I’m so sad for my baby. I’ve sat crying over it most of the day and cuddling with him because I feel so guilty.

My poor boy 💔