My poor daughter has had RSV since Sunday. We ended up in the ER for labored breathing at 2am Thanksgiving morning. She was chest sucking while she breathed and we found out RSV did what it does and moved to her lungs and gave her bronchiolitis. Came home and my poor girl's been miserable. Im so worried for her. She cries so much at night and struggles to breathe. I just sit upright all night, awake, and hold her so she can breathe and sleep a little. She had bloody mucus in her nose last night and if it happens again or she has one more really bad night we have to go back to the ER per her drs recommendation. The stress brought on my first post partum period I think because I've had light brown spotting on and off for 2 days now even though I take the mini pill continuously.. im almost 10m pp and was hoping i wouldnt bleed til my daughter weaned. to top it all off I'm 99% sure I developed mastitis overnight because my breast was very small yesterday (like they literally looked funny because one was big and one shrunk) and now today is swollen, hot, painful to touch and has a large red lump. And naturally my Dr isn't open and there's NO WAY I'm dragging my baby out to an urgent care so I'm just going to tough it out. What a fucking week..and we skipped Thanksgiving because we hadn't slept in days and my daughter needs constant care because she's just nonstop draining sooo much mucus and crying from her cough no matter what I do. My poor baby really had an awful first Thanksgiving and I just want her better 😔🥺

Thanks for listening to my complaining if you read this far. 🙃 needed to vent as I'm stressed to the max.