I'm going to have a 3 year old, and a 20 month old at the time I give birth. They are both boys. And BOY am I nervous to find out if we are having a girl 🥺💖.....or not...either way I'm so NERVOUS...that is a lot of ass to wipe and mouths to feed and brains to entertain!. 0-1 was difficult, 1-2 was easier but it had it's challenges I think this will really fill my plate. Obviously I'll be able to handle it, with my partner he makes my life so easy and he really cares about his family. But as always in the depths of morning sickness and caffeine withdrawal this morning I was questioning everything.

Just wanted to share, if anyone else is struggling. No matter how big or small; I know your motherly pain 💕. I'm here and I'm sending you prayers.