Just venting - I’m tired

Carlie

so me & ex “ got back together “ atleast I thought . So we were talking about moving together etc but prior to this the reason we broke up is literally unknown he won’t even tell me why .. but the first time I left from with him he just ghosted me completely & he admitted that was wrong .. this second time - I went home he asked me for $120 for his phone .. I sent it to him … maybe like a hour or two later he blocked me on every corner .. even his moms phone . So I drove all the way to Daytona just a bit ago to see what was up .. prior to this > He was like bae post me etc - I know you got side pieces or what not .. so I did just to give him some assurance .. not only that but he also stole $100 cash out my purse too . That I didn’t mention to him still didn’t .. fast forward So when I get there I’m like why did you block me ? He was like “ ppl was blowing up my phone etc “ which is a lie ! I applied for a car through drive time so you know you get a few calls and I even called back to prove that . So now you’re being a liar & manipulator all this in front of his mom .. making me look disgusting . So I’m like can you just send back the money I gave you . He just started being slap disgusting like “ no , leave “ so I’m like no give me my money you can call the police or whatever but I want my money back & im leaving .. So his mom goes in her purse to repay me for the shit he took from me . & I left . Now I’m like extremely upset with myself bcuz I should’ve stayed where I was & just kept him away from me . Idk what I was thinking definitely was the most poorest decision I’ve ever made in my life . I really hate myself for this . This last time literally broke me completely.