I have a crush on a dude with a gf and I’m trying my damnedest not to but he’s so fuckin friendly and we go to the same tech school so I can’t avoid him and I have a history of clinging to the idea oof romance to avoid my seasonally affected depression which is actively busting my ass and idk what to do about it. Like this dude is just *chefs kiss* perfect.

I liked him a while ago before he had a girlfriend but my friend liked him first. Then he confessed to the guy we liked and was rejected on the grounds he isn’t ready for a relationship so I reserved to liking him low key from a distance. which was fine but we’re getting a bit closer(platonically) and it’s making my crush worse and now he’s taken and hhhhhhhhhhhh.

(Edit: I don’t need advice, I’m not gonna do anything, I just need to rant because I can’t stop my heart from sounding like the little drummer boy every time I see him)