I just miscarried a little over a week ago. I was 5w2d and it was my first pregnancy. I want to TTC again but I keep thinking thoughts like..what if I'm never able to have a full term pregnancy? What if it keeps happening? How do so many people have healthy pregnancies? How?

Just so many questions like that. I hate that I miscarried with my first pregnancy because now it'll effect all my future ones. They'll be riddled with anxiety and I won't be able to just fully enjoy the experience.

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