Tw: Miscarriage (rant/complaining session)

Jillian

I feel like I'm complaining. I don't feel like I have support or anyone to talk too.

This was my second pregnancy, I had a miscarriage last year too. &Listen my situation wasn't perfect- the father wanted nothing to do with me or the baby- I struggle financially.

this is now my second miscarriage and yeah they were both early. One was at 6 weeks the other at 7- this last time I found out early like 2 days before my next expected period.

But I'm 30 and want a child, I could make it work. I'm trying to think everything happens for a reason, but I'm so heart broken and just feel betrayed by my own body. Two in a year....

My friends don't know how to comfort me, they just say well at least you were still so early & you weren't ready. Next time it'll be with a person who wants to be involved.

And honestly yeah, sounds great but I'm sad still and no one gets it.