I’m 30wks preg & I don’t feel excited to have this baby if anything I don’t feel connect with it, I wasn’t ready to have one, I had taken a plan b but still got pregnant. I never had it in me to get an abortion, though it crossed my mind a lot, I couldn’t see myself putting myself or this baby through that physically & mentally. Now it’s too late, even if I wanted one. My bf & I always fight so I doubt it’ll last, he would talk to other girls & sext his ex all the time & even planned on meeting up w her, all while Being pregnant w his baby. he says he didn’t but regardless our trust is broken and I feel horrible for bringing a life into a broke home, that’s my fault tho, I guess I just need to vent a bit

Has anyone felt this way? And does this feeling go away? This neglect toward the baby? I don’t want to feel this way when the baby arrives I want to be happy but lately everything feels draining & alone. I don’t want to go through post party’s depression but I can only imagine if I’m feeling this way now how I might feel later, does anyone going through or that has gone through this know what helps?