Food Roulette

I feel like I’m playing Russian roulette with food. I’ve had morning sickness literally all day every day for the last 9 weeks. I throw up a few times a week as well. When I do eat I don’t know if I’ll feel better after or worse after or if I’ll just throw it up. I know I have to eat but I really don’t want to lol. It’s so hard to eat or drink anything. And smells! Omg my sense of smell has increased 10 fold and that only makes it worse. When I bring myself to eat I can only eat what sounds good at the moment and if I can stand the smell. I’m 12 and a half weeks and curious how long this is going last. I know every pregnancy varies pregnancy to pregnancy and it’s literally a toss up with symptoms but I seriously hope it lessens or better yet stops soon.