First ultrasound and I’m freaking out and feeling lost

Sarah

Ok so I went to my first ultrasound today I’m supposed to be 8 weeks and 1 day and the Dr only saw the sac yoke and a little bean of a thing that I’m hoping is my baby. They said it’s measuring really small so either I’m not as far along as they think or it’s something else and to come back in two weeks. Im trying everything in my might not to completely break down and lose it and I feel so lost. I know stress isn’t good for the baby and I’m trying everything I can to make sure I do this right but my heart is breaking. I’ll be turning 40 in July and this is the first time getting pregnant and the baby is supposed to be born a few days before my birthday. I just don’t know what to do, how do I wait two more weeks to find out what’s going on I’m so scared. I know the dr said there is nothing I can do and to just continue doing everything they way I’ve been doing it but how can I just sit back with so much unknowing when there could be something wrong with this little unexpected miracle inside of me. I keep thinking did I do something wrong, what did I do , why is this happening and what can I do. 😢