I’m not going to lie. Today I feel like giving up. I can’t find any purpose in my life. I feel lost. I haven’t accomplished anything due to circumstances. I feel like I don’t have any solid support system. I don’t feel like I can tell my mom due to her health. My “partner” and I are basically breaking up. I have put my all into trying everything. I feel just broken. I have been suicidal ever since my father passed away when I was 12. And for the past month I have felt myself losing it all over again.