Venting

Sheela

Im 35 weeks pregnant. And i know im not attractive at this point because of my growing belly. I let my husband jerk off watching porn. I mean im okay with it. Its normal right? Since having sex sometimes for me is too much. We just bought a meta vr gaming. So we found out that this thing have a virtual reality porn as well. Like its for real. As i tried it on. I told my husband that, i am not comfortable for him to do that. As it looks real and he might get addicted to it. And so he agreed. But today, i was sleeping in the couch and he wake me up asked me to go to the bed so i can rest better. And i did. But since im awake i cant really went back to bed, went grab my bottle water and there he is using the vr jerking off. I feel like he is cheating on me. And because im disgusted, he is mad. He said it wasnt like the one porn that looks real he watched. Its just like a normal one that you watched in the computer. How can i believe that? When he and i agreed not to do that thing. And he never apologized. Am i wrong in this situation? Like, it wasnt just me who wanted a baby. Thats why i got a big belly not the sexy wife i used to be. 😭😭😭 im so emotional.