I don’t remember being this tired at this point with my son honestly and he’s 13 now, this little girl has me up until 4 am almost everyday and she wants to kick and play at these hours 😭😭I just need sleep ma’am!!! Day time naps are sometimes not possible, I am over it my due date is March 3rd but due to large fibroids and the largest eliminating my delivery option…(lucky me🙄) I will be getting scheduled for a cut probably before the time.

I’m 236lbs and FEELING IT!!! Like the heartburn at these hours don’t help either and I’m over it all, I wanted so much to enjoy this pregnancy but the fibroids made that next to impossible, when I’m not in HORRIBLE pain I’m sick to my stomach of everything, I hate everyone, people touching me sets off major trauma responses and with a big belly everyone thinks their entitled😡!!!

There are a few amazing moments though even through all the horrific scenes I had to play out, when I feel her moving after having had a nice rest with her father on the phone, when he would rub my belly and she clams down at his touch, when I think about the end result looking at her adorable clothing and putting together a nursery for my little girl and the scary, anxiety filled thoughts of birthing goes away.