I’m 43 (today actually 🥳) and been Ttc since my youngest was born last April. Lucky to have never had any fertility issues and have 5 crotch gremlins…I mean little cherubs 😇. So been a bit frustrating that it’s taken over 18 months and still nothing this time. I appreciate my age is against me but I’ve had bloods done and I’m all good with hormone levels, thyroid etc.

Anyway, I was due on 2 days ago and still nothing. Cycle is a fairly regular 28 days and although we only did the deed once this cycle, it was right before I ovulated. I had a really bad cramping pain about a week ago, but thought it was just too much rich Christmas food. I’m having typical period pains, but also a little nauseous which is unusual so I took a test today but it was a bfn. My cervix feels quite high (yesterday so high I couldn’t reach it) but it’s a little lower again today. I’ve had high cervix at the start of my period before tho. So confused and getting stressed now. If I’m pregnant I want to see that bfp but if I’m not I’d just like my body to get on with it so we try again next time. This not knowing is a killer 😤