Wish I didn't have kids.

I love mine obviously but the world is so soul crushing especially as a single parent. I faced so many set backs. Losing jobs, having no one to help support me with my kids. Never having a break.

I wish I could see a glimpse into this life , my current life and I would've had abortions.

I'm still not done potty training. I feel like I'm gonna lose it and no one cares. I have no help.

I just want to kill myself to get away from my fucking kids.