💀 Never been pregnant before, reality is hitting me hard and everything feels surreal. Feels like I shouldn’t be pregnant and I’m surely not too fond of pain. I don’t like pain, sooo I’m most definitely scared of giving birth. What if it kills me?? Can it kill me?? Like I’m thinking this because I can’t even IMAGINE having a baby here with us😭 Like it feels unreal even though we’ve looked at the ultrasound. 😞 I’m about to be 23 btw no health issues, probably just anorexic🤦🏽‍♀️