Am I crazy?

Courtney

So I'm pregnant again this will be #4 for us I just had baby he's 1 & we have 2 other boys but am I crazy for buying lil girl clothes now that i have my 3 boys I want my girl I've always said I wanted 4 kids total 3 boys an a girl now that I have my 3 boys I'm manifesting my girl with this pregnancy. Am I crazy for wanting something so bad I think I already have it? Am I the only one I still look at lil girls clothes & buy them I want mini me but my husband said becareful what I wish for because he says I'm a hand full but it's like I can see her in my visions like she's already here please tell me I'm not the only one.