Worse news ever

Madison

I went in today for a anatomy scan, found out my baby has fluid behind her head down her spine, has fluid in her kidneys, lungs , and it is very possible she will have a heart defect. They told me she possibly wouldn’t make it through this pregnancy.. They said she has hydrops , I’ve been googling and looking at videos and barely any babies make it through pregnancy or after. I’ve never felt more depressed in my life. My first baby had a heart defect and was in the hospital for 3 months. She’s perfect and healthy now. But this baby .. this baby isn’t healthy and will be going through a lot. I’m so lost