Feeling excited

So yes, I’ve lost two babies, one at 8 weeks and another at 14 weeks! I’m currently pregnant (23 weeks) with my rainbow 🌈 Im seeing a high risk doctor for this pregnancy so far so good! I was scared to purchase anything and kind of still nervous even though my doctors said there isn’t anything to worry about at this point! Baby is healthy I feel his every movements! Some one just tell me it’s okay to breathe lol💗💗 I’m so excited planning my baby shower which will be next month!! I just want to give hope to those out still trying at a certain point I gave up! DONT LOSE HOPE !! Pray 🙏🏻 pictures are me at 22 weeks