I’m just writing this to try to get out some of my emotions out right now. I am just really really struggling tonight with my infertility and feeling so deeply sad inside. To where I feel like I am physical in pain. I’ve been dealing with infertility for a little over three years now .And I don’t know how to deal with it. I’m constantly feel like I’m being reminded of the baby I don’t have and or the baby I have lost. I just feel like I don’t know how to keep going right now.