18 weeks still not sure if I want to know the gender

Chrystol

This is our 1st, due June 25, 2023 and Hubby and I decided when we got pregnant we would wait to find out the gender at birth. Buttttttt,

I really really want a girl and, knowing myself, I will need a few months to get over if we are having a boy. Am I alone in this thinking? Any advice?