anxiety i’ll not be a good mom

I have these night thought that i won’t know how to be a mom. this is my first baby and im concerned i don’t know how to hold,feed, how to put to sleep, how to dress not to be cold or how should she sleep any thought that come to my mind i don’t know to handle.

im stressing myself so much.

in my country we don’t have where to learn this, we don’t have midwives nothing only doctors and they don’t offer you this.

Where i can learn a site a yt video sonrojos or what did you do to handle first newborn ?

What did you do to know what you should be doing as ftm. ?