Where is the pregnancy glow?

I am convinced pregnancy glow is a myth. I am 10 weeks today and i have so many painful acne showing up from nowhere. I used to have a 6 step skin care routine, now i just apply aloe vera😂..

I hav acne on my back, my hair looks dull and greasy regardless how often i wash them and dont even get me started on the extra hair i am growing all over. I have started to steal my husband tshirts because none of my clothes fit now and i am too overwhelmed looking at maternity clothes..

Eagerly waiting for that pregnancy glow to show up anyday now😅😅