BFN and so sad.. first cycle ttc at 10 months postpartum (breastfeeding)

aloha7

Hi!

9dpo today and bfn.. tested yesterday at 8dpo and both yesterday and today are pure white tests.. i usually get a positive if positive by 8dpo so i know for sure i am out this cycle. I am sooo sad😭 I am almost 11 months postpartum now so this “cycle” was my first ovulation (strong positive opk) since giving birth. I havent gotten a period yet because i am still breastfeeding but hopeful now that my cycles are coming back. Here’s to hoping then that i get my first period in a few days and that my luteal phase is long enough! I just needed to rant and here some words of encouragement. 😞😞