Crushed

My ex and I broke up 2 years ago after 9 years (since high school) and a child. And I have still not been able to get over it. I’ve been alone, with other people, on plenty of vacations, shopping sprees, therapy, drunk and anything else you can think of but nothing is distracting me from the fact that we aren’t and may never be together. I’m heartbroken and it breaks my heart everyday. I recently asked him if we could try again and he’s told me and showed me he doesn’t want to “right now”. I know he’s talking to other women but that doesn’t stop me from wanting to be with him. This was my first everything and I always planned on him being my last as well. I can’t see anything else no matter how hard I try. This is so hard for me to accept even still. Can anyone give any advice or insight ? Help please 💔

@ladies with positive words- thank you so much !

@Adrienne- I love hearing stories like that hoping and praying I have the same destiny. I wish y’all the best!

@alyx- boy fuck you. It was rude, you can say what you want without calling me a bitch, kiss my ass 😘