Everything sucks. My job is so toxic. And when my job got toxic, I started acting differently toward my co-worker/friend and it also started bleeding into my work with my clients. I can repair whatever little fractures happened with my clients, but my co-worker, who I thought I was going to be friends with, has essentially communicated that she could not possibly care less about how things have changed. It all sucks. The only thing that's going for me is that I'm finally being validated professionally by my new supervisor; I'm pretty much being told that I was right from the beginning and I shouldn't have changed anything, but I changed because of my toxic fcking coworkers. So it all sucks and I guess I'm going back to isolating. And I hate. Everything. I hope this all comes to the surface the same way everything else has.