Hémorroïdes please help 😭

Welll… I Had heard this could happen of course but I didn’t expect it to happen so soon. I’m dealing with painful hemorrhoids. And just today after a nap I wake up and go to the bathroom and see.. blood in my pants.

Obviously I panic. I’m 11 weeks pregnant almost but.. upon further inspection it is not coming from the front. It’s from the back. It’s the hemorrhoids bleeding..

So what happened? I’m gathering from the internet that the vein ruptured? I have my midwife appointment next Friday I guess I’ll tell her and see what we can do. I haven’t gone number 2 yet since getting them.. I’m terrified 😂