Miscarriage isn’t talked about enough

I had my first in February 2022. We found out we were pregnant again with baby number 2 this past February. I was not very happy at first, in-fact I took the news very hard. I wasn’t ready for another baby, mentally. I wasn’t ready to give up my only baby. My fiancé was ecstatic. We seen baby around 7 weeks but measured a week behind. We heard the heartbeat, I fell in love. I didn’t think much of it as with our first she was a week behind as well. We got to our confirmation appointment on April 12th, we were excited to see baby #2 they tried for an hour, but they did find baby. Baby had no heart beat. I had a “missed miscarriage”. I was 10 weeks along baby was only 6 weeks and 4 days. they scheduled me for a d&c on April 18th. On the 15th I ended up miscarrying my baby. I saved everything I could (I thought my doctor was going to test to see what went wrong) they told us they weren’t going to test as it was my first miscarriage. She thinks it was just some type of chromosome abnormality. Anyways, I found the baby in whatever I had passed. It was sitting by itself all intact. I called around to try and see how much a urn would be and home much cremation would be. Baby deserved respect just as anyone else would if they had passed. After calling the first place to get a quote. They were going to charge 75 for cremation and 300 for transport. But they didn’t feel right to charge us that much for such a tiny baby. They told us to call a local funeral home. They ended up doing everything for free, and gave us the urn completely free of charge. They told us they had had several miscarriages before ever getting their one child. I love that there’s still kindness in this world, for it being so dark more now than ever. It gave me a sense of peace. Our baby is now sitting on display. In a small rose urn. 🥺 but god needed our baby before we did. All in gods timing, and if you’re reading this just know you are not alone. 🤍