I’m so stupid to think I was pregnant💔

I’m don’t know how much of this I can take. 💔

I’ve been feeling nauseous here and there and I missed my period in April. Decided to take a test, THREE test and cam back faint lines on all three. My heart started to race. We were told by a fertility dr that my tubes were blocked and my husbands sperm is at zero💔 but we are in the process of getting a second opinion because for several reason we find this odd.

Anyways, all the stupid thoughts that ran threw my head when I saw these faint lines. I had posted on this app pics of the test many of you said it was either negative or find it odd that it was too faint, some said they saw it. Anyways, since Mother’s Day was around the corner I had so many ideas on how to surprise my husband and son. I never had the chance to surprise in a pregnancy announcement like you see others do online.

I was fully convinced that my time had come😞

That I am finally able to give my son his sibling he has been asking for.

I even called the stupid clinic to make a appointment, how stupid I was.

So before heading to the doctor appointment I wanted to double check and bought a digital test. And took it once I got off work. Headed home and took it and said “no” 🥺

My heart broke. I can’t stop crying, this hurts. I didn’t eat at all yesterday and I’m trying not to fall into depression.

I’m feel so stupid that I had myself all worked up and already making plans.