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I’m not sure if people are still active here, but I just need to talk to someone about my feelings. I delivered my son this past Wednesday at 17wks. No doctor can tell me why or how this happened. I’m emotionally all over the place. I’ve been going through hell trying to have a 3rd baby. I’ve terminated in the pass because I just couldn’t take the emotion & the fact that I literally have no support. My other kids still need a mom, so if I’m sick & emotionally all the time I can’t tend to them. I’m blaming myself for this happening. I’m blaming the fact of me terminating that this was my karma.

Even though doctors said I shouldn’t. I still feel this way. My mind is everywhere, they’ve told me I have a incompetent cervix, but don’t have any other reasons for that. I guess im here for happy endings from someone who has gone through this.

How long did you wait to try again?

What was your doctors plan?

Did they give you meds?

How were you during the pregnancy?

Did you carry until term?

Did you have another miscarriage?

Any support groups for depression?

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