Been so overwhelmed with the loss of my baby in June. My stillbirth was very traumatic and it was my first pregnancy. Losing my baby at 9 months was hard especially since i went through it all alone. Got a job a week after my stillbirth thinking it will help me forget about my loss and take me out my depression but no it didn’t. My current job is full time and too much physically and I’m already mentally struggling. Sadly i can’t transfer to part time so I’m looking for a back up part time job before I resign. I’m already stressed looking for a steady income again and my life keep getting worse i swear cause now not even a month of my stillbirth my dad got caught with drugs on him by his parole so now i have to take over all his bills with no help. I’m so stressed i feel like my life just keeps going downhill. I just want to disappear.