my husband is deployed and i just had our first baby 2 months ago. i am over the moon with our baby. But when I think about him coming home i have a weird fear that he will get frustrated with her. I know he wouldnt do anything but idk why i have mixed feelings among other things. and the thought of being intimate doesn't sound the best. maybe i wont think that once he is back. Im also probably upset with his recent behavior. since he has started to drink again. i just know i wont put up with anything especially since having our baby. and idk what he will do if it comes to that. I very well could just be overthinking and have anxiety.