Trying for baby #3

Hello all, I just turned 30 this year and have two daughters age 7 and 3. With our second, we kept the gender a surprise until birth and agreed if we had another girl we would try one last time for a boy. But then our youngest was diagnosed with a unilateral hearing loss and Chiari 1 brain malformation. It’s been a little difficult with doctors appointments and her needs and earlier this year my hubby got laid off from his job and I broke down thinking the universe was sending me a sign to not have another baby..

Fast forward to now-

Hubby got a great new job, we’re finally starting to get answers for our little ones medical issues, which we have an appointment this week to determine if she’ll need surgery (fingers crossed she doesn’t!). But I still couldn’t shake the baby fever so I went forward with getting my iud removed and we’re actively trying.. I’ve always heard women say you just know when your done, and I guess I’m just not done. Compared to my sister-in-laws, I’ve always been the weirdo who loves being pregnant and breastfeeding, it’s just so rewarding for me. I know it could still be a difficult road but I believe God doesn’t give you anything you can’t handle and I trust in him.